Same Mistake.. again

Of course, not mine.. but definetly me

So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars beneath my feet
Remember rights that I did wrong
So here I go Hello, hello
There is no place I cannot go
My mind is muddy but
My heart is heavy, does it show
I lose the track that loses me
So here I go
... And so I sent some men to fight,
And one came back at dead of night, said
"Have you seen my enemy?
" said "he looked just like me"
So I set out to cut myself
And here I go
... I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again,
... And maybe someday we will meet
And maybe talk and not just speak
Don't buy the promises 'cause
There are no promises I keep,
and my reflection troubles me so here I go
... I'm not calling for a second chance,
I'm screaming at the top of my voice,
Give me reason, but don't give me choice,
Cos I'll just make the same mistake again
... So while I'm turning in my sheets
And once again, I cannot sleep
Walk out the door and up the street
Look at the stars
Look at the stars, falling down,
And I wonder where, did I go wrong.

just numb

I can't remember friday, what I did, how it felt.

Can't recall waking up, though Im quite sure it was not on time.

Did I go to work that day? did I stayed at home alone?

Where u a part of my dream? or r u there, waiting for me to call?

See, I can't remember what I did, what I saw, if it was cold.

Just numb.

Oh, but I would of remember rain, how it felt.

Was the hate the world day, or the leave in peace time?

Just numb.

Sad? Angry? In love?... definetly not in love on fridays.

I can only remember the smoke and the blur.

no meam, Im not on drugs, at least not yet.

Wait, Saturnia Stone.. ohh I remember Saturnia Stone.

a place to be.